Huishh.. rezeki Allah nak bagi.. tahun ni pun aku 42.. ada 2 rakan ladies FB frens yg also dapat baby this year, and a kakak dapat baby a few years ago maybe dalam umur 43/44.. huhu.. sooo..
Sebabnya aku suspek sebab aku makan MAB tu la.. rasanya takde tersilap... but perhaps sebab aku pun no issue in conceiving.. and dalam 6 bulan tu.. lepas aku makan pil.. soo.. logic dah, perhaps MAB for me lebih sesuai untuk conceiving, not preventing pregnancies...
Well, dah rezeki ke situ.. perhaps sebab aku pun ding dong, sebahagian ada rasa nak baby...
Perhaps sebab before aku tak pernah handle my babies, sub kat orang je. I am hoping that this time round dapat la insyaallah...
Tapi yg jadi masaalah hutang banyak... as well as actually hubby dah senang cakap unemployed, it is gonna be tough.
Jz in the next few months, senang cakap a year to be exact, time to minimise expanses, save a bit more. A try to create extra income. At our level of hutang, seriously quite banyak jugak.
We have some assets, tapi tu la, takmo la that one terjual kan.
Hope Allah berikan lagi rezeki tambahan with the baby. Tolongla Ya Allah please.
